2003

I love you very much. I have a lot of respect for you. I cannot imagine what it would have been like starting 2003 without you.
I love you dearly. My love for you is forever and will never change.

Metamorphosis

Change, what change?
Is that what your silent heart seek?

Why change, no change
If everything were to remain constant
The world would be an all too familiar place

My heart is yours and that will never change.

Confused
by Jennifer Wooters


Some days you seem so close
like you stand right before me
But then the next day you seem so far
like each other we can't see,
Each day is like a roller coaster
with my stomach turning upside down
You stand there looking
but yet you don't utter a sound,
I feel so confused and
my heart is being torn at its seams
And every night that I sleep
you seem to linger in my dreams,
Every time I look at you
I forget all my thoughts
And right then and there
it's you that my heart has sought,
Every time I hope
it turns into something bad
So for right now I'll stop thinking
And maybe things won't end up sad.

CRAZY
- Willie Nelson -

Crazy
I'm crazy for feeling so lonely
I'm crazy
Crazy for feeling so blue

I knew
You'd love me as long as you wanted
And then someday
You'd leave me for somebody new

Worry
Why do I let myself worry
Wonderin'
What in the world did I do

Crazy
For thinkin' that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for tryin'
I'm crazy for cryin'
And I'm crazy for lovin' you

Crazy
For thinkin' that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for tryin'
I'm crazy for cryin'
And I'm crazy for lovin' you

Never, Never, Never - Shirley Bassey

I'd like to run away from you, but if you never found me I would die
I'd like to break the chains you put around me, but I know I never will
You stay away and all I do is wonder why the hell I wait for you
But when did common sense prevail for lovers when we know it never will
Impossible to live with you, but I know, I could never live without you
For whatever you do
I never, never, never want to be in love with anyone but you
You never treat me like you should, so what's the good of loving as I do?
Although you always laugh at love, nothing else would be good enough for you
Impossible to live with you, but I know, I could never live without you
For whatever you do

I never, never, never want to be in love with anyone but you
You make me laugh, you make me cry, you make me live, you make me die, for you
You make me sing, you make me sad, you make me glad, you make me mad, for you

I love you, hate you, love you, hate you

But I'll want you till the world stops turning
For whatever you do
I never, never, never want to be in love with anyone but you
I love you, hate you, love you, hate you

But I'll want you till the world stops turning
For whatever you do
I never, never, never want to be in love with anyone but you
I love you, hate you, love you, hate you

But I'll want you till the world stops turning
For whatever you do
I never, never, never want to be in love with anyone but you
(lyric provided by John Bol )

At times I don't know how I feel...about love...about trust.
What the fuck is happening to me?
Why am I seemingly in this web......of confusion, of not knowing, but do I need to know?

Am I just to weak, are my fears unfounded, are they real?
What is happening here?
Do I expect too much - of love of commitment of passion of desires?

Someone Belonging to Someone - the Bee Gees

I know how I feel
Lonely in the black of night
There can be no love for me now
Nobody listens when the words ain't right
And you get into someone else
It's hard for me to know
Who's lovin' who
And where do I stand
What did I do it all for
There's no one I could love more
I did it for your heart alone
All that I try to be growin' inside to me
I can be strong if you're there

And there is someone belonging to someone
And I got no one belonging to me
I live in a world where the face of an angel
is all that a fool can see
You got the power to find me whenever I'm lost
Where are you ? Who are we?

I believe in time
Can eat away a heart of stone
And baby if I leave you too late
It's just a feather and the bird has flown
It's colder when the fire dies
With all the trouble I'm in if I lose you too

Then what is my life
If I don't wanna go through
Anything without you
Couldn't be life at all
I could be lyin' on
You are the only one
We didn't make it by chance
And there is someone
belonging to someone
And I got no one belonging to me
I'm caught in a world on
the edge of tomorrow
It's all that a fool can find
I don't belong in the arms
of a love that is lost
Nowhere to cry
There must be something we
can say my love
Something except goodbye

And there is someone belonging to someone
And I got no one belonging to me

Neke my love,

I just wanted to tell you that I love you very much and am so very happy to be your friend and boyfriend and husband to be. I take this responsibilty as a gift entrusted to me. You are the first woman I have met who has given me the confidence and reassurance that your love will be there for me - always.
You know we say the words love and forever in the same sentence so much without realising the responsibilty and commitment that come with them. Our relationship has been one of milestones we cross. It has all been positive ones too.
Know that I love you and always will.

I will never cheat on u

Chances to cheat are often as they do
arrive almost everytime when I am not with you

Yet, I trust you when you are away
doing your business and me to my day

When we are apart in distance and time
my heart is warmed with you on my mind

It's only because the miles are made
to allow express our love again

I'll never stray away from you
or break my promise to remain true

Nor will I be aloof nor carry astray
any thoughts that would not be safe

I know your love shown in what you do
better the reason I belong with you

And you are why I care and have grown
as we share our time together, alone

On this last trip yes, distance and time
when I did return I knew we were just fine

Ah! My breath I took again when I saw your face
I knew I loved you and welcomed in our space


I was ignited with warmth that surged me so
I couldn't stop thinking how I wanted you more

I love you darling - always and forever

To My Girlfriend

Am very happy.
Am very in love with you

Packing and thinking about US

Right now I am packing and thinking about reuniting US. It is not about me anymore, its about us and our future. I never in my wildest dreams would have imagined myself packing to return to Jamaica. I had dreamt of it, thought about it a lot, but never imagined myself doing it. Right now the most important thing is US. I love you very much, and will always love you. You make my heart smile and make me feel good inside consistently. I have known you long enough to know spending the rest of my life with you will be the happiest years of my life. The times we shared are special memories which I carry with me all the time.

I really am looking forward to being with you again. Right now I am packing and thinking about US.

A PERFECT REUNION.

That afternnoon when I accessed messenger and read your offline that you will be seeing me within a matter of weeks, my heart lept. I could not believe that after 9 months, I was gonna have my baby with me for a good three weeks. I was ecstatic! My mind drifted off into romance, into fun into all kind of things. Yes, you are mine and I am happy to have you with me.

It could not have been more beautiful. That weekend on some resort all by ourselves was one Eros would envy. It was filled with passion, desires, happiness, belonging, commitment and most of all with love.

I remember rushing into your arms and getting lost into a kissing embrace. I remember that gentle touch, that loving stare, I remember the passionate fire that was ignited. I was taken to the top and I exploded. Oh what love had filled my body. I loved your body, your lips, your fingers and you know what.

We made love. Love like never before. My heart met yours and we connected once again. Where were we, why were we apart all this time? I know it had to be. But I know sooner that later we will be together. Making love when we want to, doing anything we want. The beauty about parting is that it makes reuniting sweeter. I love you darling. I am sure you know, yes I do.

I will marry you, you will have my hand and heart in unison. You are my one true love. I will remain faithful to you 'til the end.

I am happy to be your, lover, friend, companion, wife to be.

Hi Darling,

As I write this , I know you are sleeping. I know I could phone you but, I know you have a long day ahead.
I just wanted to tell you that I miss you and that I am happy being in love with you.
Most of all I miss beating you in scrabble. Even if only when I create my own blanks.

Hi Darling;

I checked with the airline when I got back to the office twice and you were on that flight.

On my way back on the lonely stretch of road I thought all I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
and for us to be together, to never be apart. I realize that no one else in the world can even compare.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would. I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give. I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

Don in us I see our present, our future and past. Honestly, I thought love was just a mirage of the mind, it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find. But the day I met you, I began to see,
that love is real, and exists in me. I want you to grow old along with me as I know the best is yet to be. But even as we grow older together there is one thing that will never change...
I will always keep falling in love with you.

I love you so deeply. I love you so much. I love the sound of your voice and the way that we touch.
I'll love you forever with all of my heart.


Sweetheart because of you my world is now whole. Because of you love lives in my soul. You know
because of you I have laughter in my eyes - you see it. I am a whole new being.

My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar will joyously say 'I do',

I wish you never had to go but it makes our reuniting more fulfilling.

I will love you always.

Neke

TO MY BOYFRIEND

I love despite your roving spirit
I adore despite you wandering ways
I crave for you despite my unseeming hunger
I will love you always

Clenched Soul
Pablo Neruda ..........dedicated to my ever-loving husband to be

We have lost even this twilight.
No one saw us this evening hand in hand
while the blue night dropped on the world.

I have seen from my window
the fiesta of sunset in the distant mountain tops.

Sometimes a piece of sun
burned like a coin in my hand.

I remembered you with my soul clenched
in that sadness of mine that you know.

Where were you then?
Who else was there?
Saying what?
Why will the whole of love come on me suddenly
when I am sad and feel you are far away?

The book fell that always closed at twilight
and my blue sweater rolled like a hurt dog at my feet.

Always, always you recede through the evenings
toward the twilight erasing statues.

If I were to DIE

If I were to die?
How would I feel?
Knowing I have left the world behind me?

Would I be at peace with myself?
Would my heart not roam?

Would I question my God?
Would I be angry with mysefl?

Would I be angry at the world?
Could I find it in me to forgive?

Would I want to live my life again?

These are the questions I can't help asking myself
If I were to die

I was made STRONG

I am not a coward
But I am not a soldier

I treat each misfortune as just that
Hoping for the day I will see it as a fortune

I do not crumble
I learn to pick up the pieces

I was made strong
And I will continue to shine - like a true beacon

Life's Treasures

When you can stop to smell the roses plz do
When u can get wet in the rain, dont resist it
When there is sunshine bask in it

Listen to the birds sing
Let the wind blow thru ur hair

These are life's little treasures u must enjoy
Enjoy it while you can!

Happy Birthday

Me tek the liberty of posting to your site
Wish instead I could give you a love bite
Thanks for coming into my heart
My wish is that no other birthdays will ever see us apart


I feel a certain level of comfort and completness with you
And if I should seemingly take this for granted
Its because its all I ever wanted and more
Am glad we have this raport
I never dreamt that I would feel this way again
I never knew we would be more than fren fren

We met at a time when I wanted more than a girlfriend
I wanted a wife
One who nah go gi me no stress or strife
I have a lot of love and respect for you
Me know all a dis nah go rhyme but a true

If there is one thing you can think of this day
When I met you I had a suitcase
Now, dat replace with love
When I say I love you
I mean that I won't take you and lock you up like a prisoner ( as if I could)
I mean I want to be there for you
I want you to cook me food 24/7
And wash mi clothes 24/7
Me know this line a thinking will get me eliminated *S*

I guess all I can say is that you make me happy
And I want to spend my life with you
I want to make you happy
I will do anything for you
I will live anywhere where you will be happy
Your happiness means a lot to me

Happy Birthday!

Our First Kiss

Our first kiss was the bond which united the strangeness of the past with the brightness of the future;
the link between the silence of the feelings and the music in our hearts. It was the beginning of that magic vibration which carried us lovers from the world of the weights and measures into the world of dreams and revelations.

Dear darling,

My love for you is always there, neaver waning nor weary.
At times I do, however, ask the questions only a true heart would want to know.
I never doubt your love, but experience teaches that there are other people who want the things you have.
It takes a certain level of strength to fend them off and they become more persistent.

Your present situation puts you at one of your weaker times, hence my concern.
I know you love me and you mean me well, but will you find the strength to say go to hell.
I have no intention of calling it quits - not my heart nor mind.
I need you, I love you.
My heart is fixed on you, always able.

I will not allow fears to destroy what we have because in the long run
those fears remain just that - FEARS.
And our love will stay the same.

If I could turn back the hands of time
I would have met you at least 4 years ago
We would have a life together - one of giving and sharing and love
I yen for us to be together
To find peace in each other's heart
To find comfort in our arms
To tell of the love we feel
Just to be with each other

I am wanting this morning.

I trust u never to lie to me
I love u never to betray me
I dream of u because it will become reality
I give u my heart

If you never get to tell me you love me all the time
Rest assured, I know you do

If you never get to kiss me as often as you would love
Believe me, I know you long to

If you never get to hold me close everytime you wish
I know, you dream of it all the time

Darling our love is real, there is nothing that can replace it.

It is just amazing what your love has done to me!
I cannot imagine life without it.
Don, you bring a certain kind of joy no other man could
And if he tried it could never be the same
I feel loyalty to you
I am captured by your love
It makes me feel complete
It feels good.

What she wore

I reached for a word
One no ear had ever heard
To describe what I felt
That instant when my heart started to melt
My heart was on fire
As I glared at the subject of my desire

Purple lips you could not miss
Hips I would so love to kiss
Lips so divine
Dreamt of kissing them with wine
As if frozen in time
She stood there, in her glory all mine

I was hers, and she was mine
How would she have known
That love could be sown
By two hearts so far apart
Separated by distance

But in this one instance
We would be one
This love could not be undone
The seeds were planted
Not to be supplanted
By nothing but more of the same
Sweet love that would drive me insane

Yes there she stood in that purple dress
No need for her to undress
That picture captured the moment
When her heart was free of torment
And her tender lips must have said to mine
Honey, my heart will always be thine

imadon @ 2002

I am looking forward to a lifetime of bliss
Of love and romance...peace and tranquility
I hope u still feel the same way about me as I do about u
I hope your love has not wane
Love is what we share...let's keep it that way.

Simply put...I LOVE YOU

You also need to know this!

"The Best"

I CALL YOU WHEN I NEED YOU
AND MY HEART'S ON FIRE
YOU COME TO ME, COME TO ME
WILD AND WIRE
YOU COME TO ME, GIVE ME EVERYTHING I NEED

YOU BRING A LIFETIME OF PROMISES
AND A WORLD OF DREAMS
YOU SPEAK THE LANGUAGE OF LOVE
LIKE YOU KNOW WHAT IT MEANS
AND IT CAN'T BE WRONG
TAKE MY HEART AND MAKE IT STRONG

CAUSE YOU'RE SIMPLY THE BEST
BETTER THAN ALL THE REST
BETTER THAN ANYONE
ANYONE I EVER MEET
I'M STUCK ON YOUR HEART
I HANG ON EVERY WORD YOU SAY
TEAR US APART
BABY I WOULD RATHER BE DEAD

DEEP IN YOUR HEART
I SEE THE STAR
OF EVERY NIGHT AND EVERY DAY
AND IN YOUR EYES I GET LOST
I GET WASHED AWAY
JUST AS LONG AS I'M HERE IN YOUR ARMS
I COULD BE IN NO BETTER PLACE
CAUSE YOU'RE SIMPLY THE BEST...

If there is one song which sums up my feelings for you, then it is Let's Stay Together by Tina Turner

"Let's Stay Together"

LET ME SAY SINCE
SINCE WE`VE BEEN TOGETHER
LOVING YOU FOREVER
IS ALL I NEED
LET ME BE THE ONE YOU COME RUNNING TO
I`LL NEVER BE UNTRUE
OH BABY

LET`S, LET`S STAY TOGETHER
LOVING YOU WHETHER
WHETHER TIMES ARE GOOD OR BAD
HAPPY OR SAD

I, I`M SO IN LOVE WITH YOU
WHATEVER YOU WANT TO DO
IT`S ALRIGHT WITH ME

LET ME BE THE ONE YOU COME RUNNING TO
I`LL NEVER BE UNTRUE
OH BABY

LET`S, LET`S STAY TOGETHER
LOVING YOU WHETHER
WHETHER TIMES ARE GOOD OR BAD
HAPPY OR SAD

WHY, OH TELL ME, WHY DO PEOPLE BREAK UP
AND TURN AROUND AND MAKE UP
I JUST CAME TO SEE
YOU`D NEVER DO THAT TO ME, WOULD YA BABY
BEING AROUND YOU IS ALL I SEE
OH BABY

LET`S, LET`S STAY TOGETHER
LOVING YOU WHETHER
WHETHER TIMES ARE GOOD OR BAD
HAPPY OR SAD.

I Mean it Honey, madly in love with you!

Honey you are always in my heart. I got to work this morning, missing you as hell.

I looked at my recent gift and imagined it was you, I gently polished the leaves, gave it water and placed it in the sunlight. Oh how I wish we had a quiet moment together. To tell of our hearts' desires. Our love is divine!

Oftentimes I have asked myself Why me ?

Why Me

We cannot deny that there are many women and men out there
whom we both could have chosen
or who could have chosen us
but we are meant for each other
we can question all we want
but we would not feel the same way if we were to have different partners
that is a fact.
You love me and I love you and for no other reason but LOVE.

Darling I hope you never doubt my love, I hope you have no questions about my sincerity.
Feel confident about my love for you. It is real, it is true and it loves you!

I feel the same way too.
I know you are sincere and I feel good about it.

If the plant you gave me for Valentines Day is any indication of the future of our love....I must say it is prosperous. It is growing non-stop. Now I must change its container and put it in a bigger pot for it certainly is growing leaps and bounds. Our love is flourishing!

I did not fall in love with you because I needed you, in fact I needed love that was why I fell for you. You are different, you give new meaning to the word love. Whenever I chat or speak with you, I am filled with a different spirit, one of positive vibes, belonging, giving thanks for having met you.

You are special!

Oh how I long to look in your eyes and tell you I love you, tell you - your are the best thing that has ever happened to me! I mean it, I mean every word I say. I long to kiss your lips and be lost in your embrace. I will say nothing else but that I want to be with you.

I must say that if what we share is not true love, then there is no true love to be found!

I could never imagine that I would have spent so much of my time thinking about you. It is not that I have nothing to do but it is that I can apply you and the way I feel about you to every aspect of my life.

Let me say that since we’ve been together, loving you and thinking about you is a full time affair. I will never be untrue to you, I want share my life with you at all times. I am in love with you.

Hey here is a secret...I stole a luv note he sent me and I am gonna share it with u....We r in luv

"I just got back from Edmonton. On the way back home I Was thinking I should write you a letter to tell you how much I really do love you and to apologise for not telling you I love you more often!"

I am in luv with this man and I am sure he luvs me too. One happy couple huh!

Well I sure am having fun. U need to experience what it feels like to be on tha WEB!

I have found me a special place on the web!

Wow...check here on a regular basis and u sure will be glad u stopped by!