Wednesday, September 25, 2002

Packing and thinking about US

Right now I am packing and thinking about reuniting US. It is not about me anymore, its about us and our future. I never in my wildest dreams would have imagined myself packing to return to Jamaica. I had dreamt of it, thought about it a lot, but never imagined myself doing it. Right now the most important thing is US. I love you very much, and will always love you. You make my heart smile and make me feel good inside consistently. I have known you long enough to know spending the rest of my life with you will be the happiest years of my life. The times we shared are special memories which I carry with me all the time.

I really am looking forward to being with you again. Right now I am packing and thinking about US.

Tuesday, September 24, 2002

A PERFECT REUNION.

That afternnoon when I accessed messenger and read your offline that you will be seeing me within a matter of weeks, my heart lept. I could not believe that after 9 months, I was gonna have my baby with me for a good three weeks. I was ecstatic! My mind drifted off into romance, into fun into all kind of things. Yes, you are mine and I am happy to have you with me.

It could not have been more beautiful. That weekend on some resort all by ourselves was one Eros would envy. It was filled with passion, desires, happiness, belonging, commitment and most of all with love.

I remember rushing into your arms and getting lost into a kissing embrace. I remember that gentle touch, that loving stare, I remember the passionate fire that was ignited. I was taken to the top and I exploded. Oh what love had filled my body. I loved your body, your lips, your fingers and you know what.

We made love. Love like never before. My heart met yours and we connected once again. Where were we, why were we apart all this time? I know it had to be. But I know sooner that later we will be together. Making love when we want to, doing anything we want. The beauty about parting is that it makes reuniting sweeter. I love you darling. I am sure you know, yes I do.

I will marry you, you will have my hand and heart in unison. You are my one true love. I will remain faithful to you 'til the end.

I am happy to be your, lover, friend, companion, wife to be.

Thursday, September 05, 2002

Hi Darling,

As I write this , I know you are sleeping. I know I could phone you but, I know you have a long day ahead.
I just wanted to tell you that I miss you and that I am happy being in love with you.
Most of all I miss beating you in scrabble. Even if only when I create my own blanks.

Friday, August 23, 2002

Hi Darling;

I checked with the airline when I got back to the office twice and you were on that flight.

On my way back on the lonely stretch of road I thought all I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
and for us to be together, to never be apart. I realize that no one else in the world can even compare.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would. I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give. I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

Don in us I see our present, our future and past. Honestly, I thought love was just a mirage of the mind, it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find. But the day I met you, I began to see,
that love is real, and exists in me. I want you to grow old along with me as I know the best is yet to be. But even as we grow older together there is one thing that will never change...
I will always keep falling in love with you.

I love you so deeply. I love you so much. I love the sound of your voice and the way that we touch.
I'll love you forever with all of my heart.


Sweetheart because of you my world is now whole. Because of you love lives in my soul. You know
because of you I have laughter in my eyes - you see it. I am a whole new being.

My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar will joyously say 'I do',

I wish you never had to go but it makes our reuniting more fulfilling.

I will love you always.

Neke

Monday, July 15, 2002

TO MY BOYFRIEND

I love despite your roving spirit
I adore despite you wandering ways
I crave for you despite my unseeming hunger
I will love you always

Wednesday, May 15, 2002

Clenched Soul
Pablo Neruda ..........dedicated to my ever-loving husband to be


We have lost even this twilight.
No one saw us this evening hand in hand
while the blue night dropped on the world.

I have seen from my window
the fiesta of sunset in the distant mountain tops.

Sometimes a piece of sun
burned like a coin in my hand.

I remembered you with my soul clenched
in that sadness of mine that you know.

Where were you then?
Who else was there?
Saying what?
Why will the whole of love come on me suddenly
when I am sad and feel you are far away?

The book fell that always closed at twilight
and my blue sweater rolled like a hurt dog at my feet.

Always, always you recede through the evenings
toward the twilight erasing statues.