Wednesday, May 15, 2002

Clenched Soul
Pablo Neruda ..........dedicated to my ever-loving husband to be


We have lost even this twilight.
No one saw us this evening hand in hand
while the blue night dropped on the world.

I have seen from my window
the fiesta of sunset in the distant mountain tops.

Sometimes a piece of sun
burned like a coin in my hand.

I remembered you with my soul clenched
in that sadness of mine that you know.

Where were you then?
Who else was there?
Saying what?
Why will the whole of love come on me suddenly
when I am sad and feel you are far away?

The book fell that always closed at twilight
and my blue sweater rolled like a hurt dog at my feet.

Always, always you recede through the evenings
toward the twilight erasing statues.

Saturday, April 27, 2002

If I were to DIE

If I were to die?
How would I feel?
Knowing I have left the world behind me?

Would I be at peace with myself?
Would my heart not roam?

Would I question my God?
Would I be angry with mysefl?

Would I be angry at the world?
Could I find it in me to forgive?

Would I want to live my life again?

These are the questions I can't help asking myself
If I were to die
I was made STRONG

I am not a coward
But I am not a soldier

I treat each misfortune as just that
Hoping for the day I will see it as a fortune

I do not crumble
I learn to pick up the pieces

I was made strong
And I will continue to shine - like a true beacon
Life's Treasures

When you can stop to smell the roses plz do
When u can get wet in the rain, dont resist it
When there is sunshine bask in it

Listen to the birds sing
Let the wind blow thru ur hair

These are life's little treasures u must enjoy
Enjoy it while you can!

Friday, April 05, 2002

Happy Birthday

Me tek the liberty of posting to your site
Wish instead I could give you a love bite
Thanks for coming into my heart
My wish is that no other birthdays will ever see us apart


I feel a certain level of comfort and completness with you
And if I should seemingly take this for granted
Its because its all I ever wanted and more
Am glad we have this raport
I never dreamt that I would feel this way again
I never knew we would be more than fren fren

We met at a time when I wanted more than a girlfriend
I wanted a wife
One who nah go gi me no stress or strife
I have a lot of love and respect for you
Me know all a dis nah go rhyme but a true

If there is one thing you can think of this day
When I met you I had a suitcase
Now, dat replace with love
When I say I love you
I mean that I won't take you and lock you up like a prisoner ( as if I could)
I mean I want to be there for you
I want you to cook me food 24/7
And wash mi clothes 24/7
Me know this line a thinking will get me eliminated *S*

I guess all I can say is that you make me happy
And I want to spend my life with you
I want to make you happy
I will do anything for you
I will live anywhere where you will be happy
Your happiness means a lot to me

Happy Birthday!



Monday, April 01, 2002

Our First Kiss

Our first kiss was the bond which united the strangeness of the past with the brightness of the future;
the link between the silence of the feelings and the music in our hearts. It was the beginning of that magic vibration which carried us lovers from the world of the weights and measures into the world of dreams and revelations.