Friday, August 23, 2002

Hi Darling;

I checked with the airline when I got back to the office twice and you were on that flight.

On my way back on the lonely stretch of road I thought all I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
and for us to be together, to never be apart. I realize that no one else in the world can even compare.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would. I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give. I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

Don in us I see our present, our future and past. Honestly, I thought love was just a mirage of the mind, it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find. But the day I met you, I began to see,
that love is real, and exists in me. I want you to grow old along with me as I know the best is yet to be. But even as we grow older together there is one thing that will never change...
I will always keep falling in love with you.

I love you so deeply. I love you so much. I love the sound of your voice and the way that we touch.
I'll love you forever with all of my heart.


Sweetheart because of you my world is now whole. Because of you love lives in my soul. You know
because of you I have laughter in my eyes - you see it. I am a whole new being.

My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar will joyously say 'I do',

I wish you never had to go but it makes our reuniting more fulfilling.

I will love you always.

Neke

Monday, July 15, 2002

TO MY BOYFRIEND

I love despite your roving spirit
I adore despite you wandering ways
I crave for you despite my unseeming hunger
I will love you always

Wednesday, May 15, 2002

Clenched Soul
Pablo Neruda ..........dedicated to my ever-loving husband to be


We have lost even this twilight.
No one saw us this evening hand in hand
while the blue night dropped on the world.

I have seen from my window
the fiesta of sunset in the distant mountain tops.

Sometimes a piece of sun
burned like a coin in my hand.

I remembered you with my soul clenched
in that sadness of mine that you know.

Where were you then?
Who else was there?
Saying what?
Why will the whole of love come on me suddenly
when I am sad and feel you are far away?

The book fell that always closed at twilight
and my blue sweater rolled like a hurt dog at my feet.

Always, always you recede through the evenings
toward the twilight erasing statues.

Saturday, April 27, 2002

If I were to DIE

If I were to die?
How would I feel?
Knowing I have left the world behind me?

Would I be at peace with myself?
Would my heart not roam?

Would I question my God?
Would I be angry with mysefl?

Would I be angry at the world?
Could I find it in me to forgive?

Would I want to live my life again?

These are the questions I can't help asking myself
If I were to die
I was made STRONG

I am not a coward
But I am not a soldier

I treat each misfortune as just that
Hoping for the day I will see it as a fortune

I do not crumble
I learn to pick up the pieces

I was made strong
And I will continue to shine - like a true beacon
Life's Treasures

When you can stop to smell the roses plz do
When u can get wet in the rain, dont resist it
When there is sunshine bask in it

Listen to the birds sing
Let the wind blow thru ur hair

These are life's little treasures u must enjoy
Enjoy it while you can!