When?

It is not too much to ask
That this waiting game come to pass
Am almost at the end and I really need some strength
But one has to be practical

My heart is getting impatient

Will it change?

I am just tired of it
I am tired of sleeping by myself
Tired of going places alone
Am just fucking tired of it

Am tired of hearing I love you on the phnoe
Or hearing honey one day I will be home
Am tired of dating on the net
Am just fucking tired of it

A wish
At times I wish you never had to be so far away
Sometimes I feel like I cannot make it through another day
I keep wondering why does it have to be this way